where the pleasure and pain become one…one sensation. Hot xxx 18 …I crave the pain for the sheer pleasure of it and the pleasure stimulation causes uncomfortable sensitivity. . . …my mind disoriented to time, space and the confused reactions of my body. As I place my hands behind my back and bow, He slips the thick well broken in strip of leather around my neck tightly buckling it in place. Minutes seem to pass and I hunger for His touch again but only hear the rushing white noise and cannot see what He is doing. I am not present to enjoy the climax. . …the orgasm becomes just another one of my bodily functions as my heart beats and blood pumps with no thought involved.
