I wasn’t feeling scared after that, and my fears had turned to excitement but I kept my eyes closed, half-afraid it might be a dream, like so many I had of Tony. XXX Hot I had even jacked off once in the dark below the bleachers, thinking of all the older boys that had sweated out on the field, as they secretly lusted for each others’ tight butts and more. Even when I was very young they were bigger than other boys’ but when I went through puberty it was like they swelled up more and stayed that way. The year passed into late fall and I was still taken with him, but I backed off some, I don’t know why. By now everyone else was gone for sure, the place was empty and I was a little scared, but of course I
